desired manifestations
Frustration resides
desired manifestations of promised situations
so near, yet seemingly far away,
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If I could be your angel
my wings, they would shield you
Her hand raises to Caresses her chest seeking desperately to calm the dull pain that makes itself known beneath her silk shirt.
"It hurts", she whispers, to no one in particular
Stings like a thousand stab wounds delivered by the one you love, whom you entrusted the fragility of your heart with
Gliding her fingers over it's surface
She can feel it's brokenness
Fragmented pieces constantly moving and breaking off, like frozen icelandic plates
separated pieces caught up in the rivers frozen current, some
lucky ones, swept up in autumn's afternoon's breeze
"How did I arrive back at this junction"? She mused
It's all too familiar, like a child's favourite blanket
The patterns haven't changed their shape,
And its colours? Well, they are still very much the same
The cuts and bruises leave permanent marks.
Marks likened to heart shaped words carved into an oak tree
"Why can't I ever get this right"? She wonders...
"What lessons did I fail to learn that has brought
Me back to 'destination familiar'" ? She ponders...
I tried with all my might, even put in a good fight
Gave all I had to give, yet got the winners prize called misery!
Taking a deep breath, hoping the air will soothe
the remnants of her broken and bleeding heart
She breathes in hope that the fragmented pieces will float
their way beyond the clouds, towards heaven
and maybe, just maybe each piece will be collected in a golden bowl,
and somehow be put together like brand new,
presented back to her by the author of love,
making her whole and reconciled once again to love
©Remi Banjo, September 2008
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Behind the mask lays a map of corridors whose walls are heavily decorated with pictures of present and past lives; illusions, fantasies, dreams and notions
Behind the mask, is where she takes permanent residence, her safe haven, where she comes out to play, where she dares to brave
Cool is her exterior, but false her facade
Every movement is propelled by an unnoticed agility,
surrounded by an invisible reality, which collectively
presents a picture; mirage, an illusion, expressing a desired notion
Behind the mask, resides puts to bed raw emotions,
emotions that define the intricacies of who she is,
the reasons of what she is afraid off, to show or mention
©Remi Banjo, September 2008
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Whilst day dreaming, she is presented with the beauty of his voice. Fingers, they trace the outline of it's smooth, yet rugged surface, giving her subconscious something tangible to embrace.
Let the righteous rejoice
Children of Zion, give praise to the Lord
For it is a new season,
a brand new day
The wait is over,
everything ever prayed and hoped for
is finally coming your way
In diligence and in faith
you have laboured and prayed
all through the father's grace
Now, the wait is over
the harvest starts manifesting today
It is a new season in God's will
to show off his glory and
proclaim him as the faithful king
His words never go back to him unfulfilled
Every prayer uttered is about to be fulfilled
It's a new season, it's a new day
Stake your claim
on it, write your name
It's time to get paid
the glorious father's way
©Remi Banjo, July 2008
Life is likened to written poetry
It reads and presents as a novelty
The indescribable, the ascribable
Visible and tangible
Yet transparent and very intangible
Sometimes unattainable
It presents parallel understanding
With Deep meanings and much resounding
Poetry within me is outstanding
To be or not to be...
Is not a question within my reality
Poetry… encrusted within creative treasures
Residing and printed inside of me
Surrounded within my vicinity...
Entombed and entwined
Within my every possibility
Wrapped in the very expressions
Of my creativity
Poetry… medicine to the soul
Awakening the fire within me
Keeps me warm from the cold
Glitters and glows for all to behold
Creating sparkles like droplets of gold
Poetic rhythms within my medium
Poetic situations within my inspirations
Poetic aspirations, visualisations and creations
Indescribable, un-renounsable
Residing within my every molecule
Transparent words coming forth
Visible meanings taking shape
Visible transformations taking form
©Remi Banjo, April 2005